sanity is overrated

[sirona_fics]

I... have signed up for h50_bigbang.



I foresee A LOT of bb!Danny and his ~feelings for bb!Steve in my future. ♥

Thank god we've until 1st July to get our acts together!

Comments

[sirona-gs.livejournal.com]

/Sigh.

You are such a marvel, you realise that, don't you. <3

[zolac-no-miko.livejournal.com]

Hee~! I do try!

...See, now why wouldn't I want to help when you shower me with praise before I've even done anything? ^_^

You can pay me back when I write my epic Something Fic that's set in Bulgaria, teehee~! (Or, you know, England, which is more likely. BUT YOU NEVER KNOW.)

[sirona-gs.livejournal.com]

Well, when you do, I'm all yours! :D

I guess it goes back to the bit where I have difficulty asking for help. Not because I don't want it, but because I don't want to burden people with my problems. And YES, I realise that's an intensely irritating attitude, I do -- my mother is just like that, and she pisses me off no end. Especially because most of the time people WANT to help me, and are just waiting for me to get my emotionally retarded head out of my arse and ask, but there it is. I'm much more used to giving help -- and like you, I do so willingly, happily, even; but I find it hard to believe that people would want to help me, because I'm an idiot like that, don't think I don't know it. /shakes head at self despairingly

[zolac-no-miko.livejournal.com]

Oh god, honey, I FEEL EXACTLY THE SAME WAY! Asking for help is an extremely difficult thing for me! But I do so enjoy helping and sharing and giving. ...WHY MUST WE MAKE OUR OWN LIVES SO DIFFICULT?!

[sirona-gs.livejournal.com]

BECAUSE WE'RE BOTH A PAIR OF GIANT DOOFUSES, APPARENTLY. /sigh