BEST. NEWS. EVER.; A LONG-ASS MEME; A PARTY POST

[sirona_fics]

Friends! Romans! I would like to draw your attention to the following piece of news (WELL. I say news, but it's probably only news to me. STILL. I AM EXCITE AND I WISH TO SHARE SAID EXCITEMENT). So, without further ado (in the second half of the article, in The Story section):

SEBASTIAN STAN HAS BEEN SIGNED UP FOR SIX MARVEL MOVIES, TO REPRISE HIS CHARACTER OF BUCKY BARNES

THIS IS THE MOST EXCELLENT NEWS OF ALL TIME. MY FACE RIGHT NOW:



AND ALSO:



BECAUSE BUCKY. MOTHERFUCKING. BARNES. ♥ More under the cut below. ALSO, HIS FUCKING EVERYTHING.

ETA: LOOK, THIS IS JUST TOO GOOD NOT TO POST IN FULL. (Ganked off somehowunbroken, because I have basically been STARING AT THAT PIC for an hour now.)




Meanwhile, yesterday I spied pennyplainknits doing the five word meme, and, well. Y'all know how I feel about memes. >.>;; Everyone's favourite subject, et cetera, et cetera. I feel the need to warn you that from this point on, this post is the longest post I have ever done that doesn't involve some kind of story, so. Enter at your own risk.


England

WELL. Penny, you know me so well. /0\ I just. Look, ten years of conditioning, I really have no choice. :) I spent my formative years there; I grew up, learned to see the world through their eyes, learned tollerance and warmth and manners and common sense and generosity; learned to rely on myself, to stand on my own two feet, to be responsible for my own fate. I fell in love with its green and pleasant land, fell in love with winter skies and mists and rain and verdant green fields, with gardens and houses and birds and the countryside. It got to the point that just flying over England, coming back after a break at home, I could tell the moment we crossed over -- and not just because of the Channel. The patchwork of fields and borders, so utterly unique, I would see it and my heart would unclench, and I would feel at home. Fuck, but I miss it.


Bucky

BUCKY. MOTHERFUCKING. BARNES. I have SO MANY FEEEEELS FOR BUCKY BAMF BARNES. Okay, so imagine you're this kid growing up in the 20s and 30s, The Great Depression, and there aren't a lot of options around you. And then your parents pass away, and somehow it's just you and your best friend, this skinny kid who just doesn't know when to walk away from a fight; who never learned to keep his head down and just get on with it. And if you grew up with that kid, protected him from the bullies he'd pick fights with, watched over him when he was sick, scrounged any and all spare cash you could because you knew sooner or later you'd need it to take care of him; and somehow over the years, that kid became your reason for going on, and nothing could touch you when he'd look up at you and smile, and really see you, not an orphan with no prospects but you; and if that kid's only dream was to serve his country, to be useful, could you ever look him in the eye and tell him you don't want to go, not if that meant leaving him behind?

I can't imagine what it must have been for Bucky, leaving Steve behind, knowing that Steve needs him but really having no choice, no choice about staying or going, not if you ever wanted him to look at you the same way again. And fuck it, he'll go and do his best, and just hope to god Steve never got picked up, because losing Steve might be the only thing to break Bucky Barnes, after all.

And then he gets taken as prisoner, right, and fuck, he thinks he might really die here, but he'll be fucked if he ever tells them anything, not with Steve back home, defenceless, fuck you, pal, Sargeant James "Bucky" Barnes, 357295, US Army. It's the last thing Bucky will do for him, but he'll do it right.

And then Steve, new and improved Steve, Bucky thinks that's it, his mind's properly gone this time, no doubt about it, but those eyes, he knows that look in those eyes and he's only ever seen it out of one face, and he doesn't care about the rest of it as long as those eyes stay the same, that look in them, it's the nearest thing Bucky Barnes has to a religion. And sure as hell, he'll follow those eyes anywhere, regardless of the body they're attached to, and he'll keep their owner safe no matter what it costs him, because it's the only thing he has in this world, and without it the world is meaningless, and he wants no part in it.

So in the end Bucky Barnes falls, but he falls knowing Steve is safe for the time being; and really, he thinks as the cold seeps into his veins and his muscles and his skin and his bones and his heart, it was a good life, he's proud of it; and if it has to be over, then at least he acquitted himself decently; and if there's a god out there that thinks it wasn't right to love his best friend, another man, like he was a part of your very being, like you couldn't breathe without him, well, that god can fuck the hell off, too. Bucky doesn't need him. He has those eyes telling him he's good, worthy, someone to be admired, and Bucky Barnes needs no other validation.

AND IF BUCKY BARNES DOESN'T COME BACK, IT WILL BE THE SINGLE GREATES TRAGEDY OF MY LIFE, EVEN BEYOND FIREFLY AND FARSCAPE AND PUSHING DAISIES.

And there could be another thirty paragraphs here about Bucky waking up into the future, but it's no future like anything Howard Stark ever waxed lyrical about, and when he actually understands that he has woken up, WHEN he has woken up, knowing that even if Steve survived the war, he would be long dead, because men of their time, they barely survived their fiftieth or sixtieth birthday. And I could talk about what that realisation does to him, before a couple hours of poking and prodding pass and he walks out of the lab, sore and exhausted and heartsick, only to find a familiar body sitting with his head in his hands, almost curled in on himself, tension evident in every line of his body, and at the sound of the door and footsteps on the floor his head shoots up, and those eyes, that look in them, Bucky feels the room tilt, and then there are strong arms around him and a scent so achingly familiar, and his brain takes a short break to reboot, but his body knows where he is, what is happening, and his hands are fists in Steve's shirt, and his eyes don't dare leave Steve's for fear it's all an illusion, and, and.

And don't even get me started on what happens when Bucky finds out about Tony, and Tony gets what it actually means that they've dug Sargeant Barnes out of the mountain ice shelves, for Steve, for this thing between them. BECAUSE THE ANGST, I CANNOT EVEN. I am probably going to have to write that one day, because THE FEELS, SERIOUSLY, THE FEELS.


Writing

Is the only thing that keeps me truly sane. It's the thing that keeps me going most days. It's the thing that burns inside my chest, the idea, the spark, the thing that wants out and will tear and chew and rip its way out of my chest and my brain and my fingers any way it can. It makes me feel alive like few other things; it gives my life meaning. A lot of people I know get discouraged if they don't get (rave) reviews and praise; I'm lucky enough that people seem to like what comes out of my brain, but the truth is, I write because I can't not write. Because the words won't stay silent. Because if I try to keep them inside, they will turn me insane, they will do an Alien on me; I might as well decide to stop breathing for a lark.

Words, words make me tick. Always have, always will. The right word, in the right context, at the right time, induces such an endorphin rush as to be likened to a climax, a braingasm. When I say I'm a language slut, I am not kidding, or exaggerating, or paraphrasing. IT IS LITERALLY WHAT I AM. So yes. For me, writing falls right at the bottom of Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs, along with food and clothing and shelter. I do it, or I'll go mad. The most accurate description of what writing is for me can be found in Charles Bukowski's So You Want To Be A Writer? If I have a prayer I say every day, hopefully, reverently, this is it.


Cake

WELL. I MEAN. CAKE. Who doesn't like cake? Especially for someone like me who is an "I love you, therefore I feed you" kind of personality, cake is basically my love taking physical form. You watch. If I love you, I will bake for you every day and twice on Sunday. <3

I mean. You all remember Love in the time of Marmite, right? There's a reason Arthur is what he is, and reacts the way he does, which is because HE IS BASICALLY ME IN THAT SITUATION.


Travel

Travel is the other reason for my existence. I live to travel, visit new places, re-visit old ones. It charges me up like nothing else in my life; it inspires me and challenges me to grow and opens my mind and is basically something I wish to be able to do at least for a weekend every month. Since I can't, I have to resort to armchair travelling -- which is why my default state is with my nose buried in a book or sitting with my laptop in my lap and reading/typing, taking a trip inside my head in the only way I know how. It is an absolute essential if I am to carry on living. My biggest nightmare is being trapped somewhere in a mundane job with no means of escape every so often, be it physically or inside my head via the medium of books or stories or films or a good TV series. I am so close to that nightmare at the moment that sometimes I wake up in a cold sweat at night. I will do anything necessary to avoid it.


Also, obligatory Clint/Phil rec (this is getting to be a habit, isn't it. A WONDERFUL, BEAUTIFUL HABIT ♥).

Stockholm Syndrom and other drugs by AlchemyAlice

Basically this made me GIGGLE MADLY at all kinds of inopportune moments. Hilarious and insightful and just plain adorable. <3 I have such, SUCH a huge weakness for people taking care of Coulson, BECAUSE HE NEEDS IT EVEN IF HE DOESN'T EXPECT IT (WHICH MAKES HIM ALL THE MORE DESERVING). Also I will never, ever, get tired of Clint calling Coulson 'sir'. BECAUSE, WELL. MY KINKS, LET ME SHOW THEM TO YOU. (H50 crowd: #shockingly unsurprised)


AND NOW:


THE DON'T LET THE BASTARDS GET YOU DOWN PARTY POST



Okay, enough is enough. Woke up this morning in a FUCKING FANTASTIC mood, where I had Rihanna's Cheers (Drink to that) stuck in my head, and I want to say to you now: CHEERS FOR THE FREAKING WEEKEND. And I want to buy each and every one of you A MOTHERFUCKING DRINK.

Just for one fucking day, I want to keep this strange high I find myself on. It's probably being slap-happy as a consequence of having something like four hours of sleep last night because REASONS (aka GODDAMN IT, TONY, YOU MARVELLOUS BASTARD), and I am probably going to cruise today on pure adrenaline alone, but FUCK IT, I SAY.

Let's, for this one day, forget that when I got into work today at 7.30am I took out three boxes of pills out of my bag, because that's the state of my throat and my head at the moment; that my hair is a disaster that needs my hairdresser's intervention immediately, that god, my nails, I DON'T EVEN WANT TO TALK ABOUT THEM. Let's forget that apparently my period is imminent (going by the state of my face), and my body doesn't quite conform to what society as a whole terms 'Beautiful', and hey, it just so happens that I'm turned on by guys going at it.

Let's instead talk about my FUCKING SPECTACULAR brain (ILU brain, I promise, I don't care what you put me through), and that around 23,000 BCE my tits and arse would have been fucking worshiped; let's talk about how I have no less than four brain twins on this here flist (you guys, you know who you are, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH), with that number set to rise steadily if the Avengers Friending Meme is to be believed. Let's talk about you guys, all of you, who make me feel so damn loved, every single day, regardless of what might be happening in your lives; your generosity and support often makes my endorphin levels go all silly on me. Let's talk about just how many of us share the same thoughts, ideas, love of Certain Things; how we have one of the best support networks IN THE WORLD that runs on PURE LOVE.

amcw177 (I am NEVER going to need to think of a way to remember that user name, amirite, Charlie? <3) and I were talking the other day about how we wished so fucking much we could throw a party full of people on our flists, fandom people from all over, because WE ALL FUCKING ROCK, ALL RIGHT, and that party, IT WOULD BE SOME EPIC SHIT. And it would be the most fabulous, positive party EVER.

SO LET'S HAVE IT HERE. Pull up a chair/cushion/bed/hammock/anything you like, and LET'S TALK ABOUT YOU. Tell me what makes YOUR life FUCKING SPECTACULAR today, whether it's your kids, your SO, your cat/dog/parrot/goldfish, THE NEWS I POSTED EARLIER, an email a kind soul sent you, a song that makes you want to dance like a madman/woman/person, a proper cup of tea/coffee/chai, JGL's THIGHS IN THOSE PANTS, the wonders of nature that are AOL and his face and Tom Hardy and his everything (and WHAT A HARDSHIP it was, looking for those photos, LET ME TELL YOU), Sherlock coming back in LESS THAN A MONTH'S TIME, and also THIS PICTURE, SCOTT MOTHERFUCKING CAAN, MICHAEL FASSBENDER'S FAAAACE, Rachel Weitz's FUCKING EVERYTHING, Gina Torres BEING THE BOSS OF EVERYONE, JEREMY RENNER, FOR FUCKING SERIOUS, THE PERFECTION THAT IS MATT BOMER, THE MOST GORGEOUS CAST ON TV, MARK SHEPPARD, GQMF, RDJ BEING FRIGGIN' ADORABLE, how your eye make-up came out just how you wanted it this morning, how your mouth is THE MOST INCREDIBLE THING ON THE PLANET (save for possibly Tom Hardy's), how they should be writing odes about YOUR face, not bloody Helen of Troy's, how your breasts look SPECTACULAR in that top, and your ass, THEY SHOULD BE SO LUCKY, about how you outsmart the guys in your office/school/etc three to one, about that story you wrote/that pic you drew/that graphic you fixed/that vid you put together that made you say DAMN I'M GOOD, about the fact that you're the only one who stayed up on that board after everyone else fell off, about how those cupcakes turned out SO FUCKING RIDICULOUSLY GOOD. I don't care. TELL ME HOW AWESOME YOU ARE (BECAUSE YOU ARE, EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU). TELL ME ABOUT THAT PAIRING THAT MAKES YOUR HEART ALL AFLUTTER, THAT YOU WANT TO WRITE/READ ALLLLLL THE WORDS ABOUT. TELL ME A STORY ABOUT BOYS IN LOVE, AND IF YOUR LOVE OF TROPES RIVALS/MATCHES MINE.

LET'S HAVE A FUCKING PARTY. IDGAF, IT'S GOT TO BE AFTER 5PM SOMEWHERE IN THE WORLD. HAVE A DRINK ON ME (even if it's a cup of tea/coffee/etc). <3 Don't be shy. Come squee. Spread the word. Get to know your new friends. TALK ABOUT AWESOME THINGS.

HERE, LET ME SET THE MOOD.

Also, I am just tickled pink by ALLLLLL the awesome fic that has been posted/will be posted shortly, because, GUYS, pocky_slash's Domesticity 'Verse Big Bang and its prequel went up yesterday!!!!! THIS IS HOW EXCITED I AM RIGHT NOW:



And also IMMINENT CLINT/PHIL PUPPY FIC FROM delicatale. I CANNOT EVEN. *______________* Me right now:



Anyway. Today will be a bits-and-pieces kind of day -- Coffee Shop AU (AT OVER 13K, IT IS PROCEDING AS NORMAL FOR THE TWO OF US), Sherlockmas assignment, a beta job, edits on cop!Erik AU (because I'm feeling as positive as it's possible for me to feel, and if I don't tackle it now I NEVER WILL), and other random plot bunnies. Also I hope to be chatting to ALL OF YOU ABOUT EVERYTHING EVER. \0/ \0/

Comments

[shinysylver.livejournal.com]

I was excited to hear about Bucky because I want the Winter Soldier story SO BAD I CAN'T EVEN STAND IT! But I'll admit to literally bouncing around in a dance like way with joy when I heard that Loki was signed for six movies as well. Seriously the thought of Thor without Loki? I mean I like Thor but that movie should have been named Loki for the love of Marvel.

[sirona-gs.livejournal.com]

Oh, for real?? THIS IS VERY EXCITING NEWS INDEED. \0/ \0/

[delicatale.livejournal.com]

I feel fucking marvellous, a big part of it being you, and this fandom making me happy, and fuck, I've lost like, 2 kilos recently and I don't look any different but I feel better, and I love winter and bundling up in layers and wooly tights and, yeah.

Oh, also? I get a super big grin on my face every time I think about you coming to London to stalk Tom Hardy with me XD.

Anyway, BUCKYYYYYYYY. I am overjoyed by this news.

[sirona-gs.livejournal.com]

DARLING!!! *smishes* I know exactly what you mean! It doesn't have to be much, just something that gives us a boost and a jolt of YESSSSSS I AM AWESOME. <3

YOU ARE FUCKING MARVELLOUS. <3 And yaaaaay winter things and fuzzy jumpers and SCARVES, I <3 SCARVES, and cardies, and just SOFT AND FLUFFY THINGS ALL ROUND. <3

SERIOUSLY, I've been a bit OMGGGG can I afford it WHAT IF MY BOSS ASKS ME TO MOVE THE WEEK AFTER AND JRHAJGHFG NERVES, but honestly, FUCK IT, if I think like this I'll end up waiting for the rest of my life, AND I AM NOT DOWN WITH THAT. So YESSSSSS. \0/

BUCKYYYYYYY. MY LOVE CANNOT BE EXPRESSED IN WORDS.

[shinysylver.livejournal.com]

This fandom is so HAPPY MAKING!!

[nikibee.livejournal.com]

That picture, omg! His crotch region is so prominent. His hands framing it JUST SO, the tight jeans.... WHY CAN'T I LOOK AWAY?

[sirona-gs.livejournal.com]

SERIOUSLY, I SWEAR TO GOD. I physically cannot stop staring. AT. ALL. *_________* Sebastian Stan, you continue to make me want to crawl into your lap and kiss you stupid.

[ellel.livejournal.com]

YAY,awesome Bucky news are AWESOME.Six movies,huh?Just like I said-AWESOME.And I bet Winter Soldier storyline is going to happen one way or another.

And I hear you about travel-we need the travel to live! I do,anyways. Recharge the batteries,clean up your mind and just roam the streets somewhere or be lazy on a beach,get to know different places and forget about RL for a while ...the best thing ever.I am off to Hong Kong and Thailand in a few days and can't wait!:D

[sirona-gs.livejournal.com]

YES, YES!! Here's hoping! But basically as long as he comes back, I don't even care, ngl. :')

God, YES. Just learning a new space, letting go of yourself, emptying your mind and your heart so you can absorb new experiences. Definitely a perk of being alive for me! :) Even in a new city; even in a city you think you know. Recently my friend stardust_made and I met up in the capital, and you know, I know the city pretty well, but it's the small streets, the shortcuts, the tucked-away gems that I always cherish about a city (living in Manchester was a delight like that for me). She took me down some of those, and it was wonderful.

Oh, wow, you're going to have such a fantastic time, I'm sure of it! \0/ \0/ Sounds amazing. /jealous

[http://users.livejournal.com/_profiterole_/]

So much love for Sebastian Stan!

I've also recently seen this trailer, I don't know if he's much in the movie, but it has Amanda Seyfried being a badass female character. It also has Katherine Moennig.

[sirona-gs.livejournal.com]

Oooooh!! Exciting! :D Looks bloody awesome! :D

I know, SO MUCH LOVE. <3 He plays such fantastically complex characters!

[littlepunkryo.livejournal.com]

I know we don't have "official" confirmation for Cap 2 yet (and that drives me a little nuts ngl) but I've been operating under the assumption that it WILL get made cause I'm happier that way and I can't see why they wouldn't. But the Bucky news is fabulous - I really, really am hoping they do the WS storyline (and that's another one I can't think of why they wouldn't do it!)

So all in all, FANTASTIC NEWS \o/ And six films to boot, I know it's just to make sure that they've got the actors under contract for as long as they could possibly want them but hey, we can dream of Cap 3 :D

[sirona-gs.livejournal.com]

IT CAN'T NOT HAPPEN. IT CAN'T NOT. SERIOUSLY. ;_______; And yesssss WS!!! I AM JUST GENERALLY ECSTATIC THAT BUCKY IS COMING BACK AT ALL. \0/ \0/ \0/

[radioaches.livejournal.com]

BUT SERIOUSLY YOU'RE WRITING EPIC BUCKY FIC, RIGHT? Because those paragraphs omg I can't even deal *_________*

[sirona-gs.livejournal.com]

DUDE, MY FEEEEELINGS ABOUT BUCKY BARNES, LET ME SHOW THEM TO YOU. I might have to, at some point, OTHERWISE I MIGHT EXPLODE. /0\ If I ever do, though, it is going to be GIGANTIC. /0\ /0\

[pennyplainknits.livejournal.com]

SEBASTIAN STAN WHAT IS GOING ON WITH THOSE TROUSERS?

Ugh, your feelings on Bucky give me feelings. I do love Steve/Tony but then I'm BUT WHAT ABOUT BUCKY?

[sirona-gs.livejournal.com]

ISN'T HE JUST THE SWEETEST EYE CANDY?? *________* MMMMMMMM.

MY FEEEELS FOR BUCKY, LET ME SHOW YOU THEM. Seriously, SS it's your fault that Bucky BAMF Barnes is one of my favourite characters in the whole franchise. AND THE ANSWER TO YOUR QUESTION IS BUCKY/STEVE/TONY. BECAUSE. JUST. I ship them terribly. ♥ NOT ENOUGH FICS. IDK, I just, I ship Steve/Bucky desperately, but I also want Tony to be happy, and I can see him hopelessly in love with Steve, and Steve in love wiht Tony, AND AND BUCKY, STEVE HAS LOVED BUCKY FOR SO LONG NOW, AND AKDFHAHGSHFG THE AAAANNNNGGGSSSTTTTT. D: So yes. Steve/Bucky/Tony. I would pay for a good long Steve/Bucky/Tony get-together fic.

[zolac-no-miko.livejournal.com]

Aaaaaahhhhhmmm yeah I knew about Sebastian Stan and Bucky coming back like... forever ago, sorry. ^_^;; I THOUGHT EVERYONE KNEW OR I WOULD HAVE TOLD YOU, but I'm glad it could make you happy today!

Speaking of which:

HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGG~!!!!!!

I am going to come back to this post at some point and just set up camp in it. I don't have time right now BECAUSE MY LIFE IS FUCKING SPECTACULAR, and I shall steal a few moments to tell you why. It's a beautiful warm sunny morning today, this day in December, because I live in HAWAII, okay, that's really all I need to say about that. Yesterday was a slow lazy morning and then a slow lazy drive around lower Puna which is basically just a paradisiacal jungle of mango trees and coconut palms and geothermal warm ponds and blue blue ocean, and last night I went to a Christmas party at the National Park and ate my weight in lu‘au food and lay slumped on a comfy couch next to a roaring fire with a glass of red wine in my hand, talking to my fabulous Canadian workmate and listening to the Hawaiian music being played in the other room, and twilight over Kilauea Caldera was GORGEOUS with the light going red behind the silhouette of Mauna Loa and Venus hanging over the red-orange glowing vent of Halema‘uma‘u, and the moon hanging full and gigantic in the east. And I've been hanging out with a completely fabulous couple of people that I met only four days ago and completely adore, and in a few minutes we'll go down to the Farmer's Market and then we'll spend all day dancing, and then all night, and then all day tomorrow for good measure.

Also, I've never been able to figure out the make-up thing, or the jewelry thing, or the hair thing, I can barely figure out the clothes thing, and my teeth are crooked and my skin rarely likes to cooperate (fucking acne fffff) and I have weird tan-lines and I am a gigantic nerd and I have zero time management skills, but I am FUCKING BEAUTIFUL and I know it, and Alex knows it (:3), and you're FUCKING BEAUTIFUL too and someday soon one of us will get on a plane to the other side of the world and then we can be FUCKING BEAUTIFUL together. <333333333333333333333

[sirona-gs.livejournal.com]

I DID NOT KNOW THAT, ANGELA, YOU ARE FIRED.

...OKAY, NOT REALLY, BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'D DO WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE. <3<3<3<3<3 AND YEAH ALSO THAT THING ABOUT THE PLANE, YES PLEASE. ♥

BUT BUT BUCKY BARNES. THAT'S REALLY ALL I NEED TO SAY ABOUT IT. <3 EXCEPT FOR ALLLLL THE FEEEEELS. :')

NOW EXCUSE ME WHILE I GLOMP YOU



Also bloody hell, you live in Paradise. And I hope you know I put that thing about the board in there JUST FOR YOU. <3 Because physical activity and me do not get along much (unless it's walking through fields/gardens/the flat kind of nature Lizzy Bennet-style, in which case I am totally your gal), and balance is a foreign concept to me, AND IT WAS THE ONLY THING I COULD THINK OF FOR YOU. \0/

ENJOY ALLLL THE DANCINGGGGG. <3<3<3 I HOPE THERE IS ALSO SNOGGING.

[zolac-no-miko.livejournal.com]

Also LET ME BUY YOU A DRINK, TOO~!

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[laria-gwyn.livejournal.com]

ILU ILU ILU

I love how you've written an entire ode to Bucky, I love how you brought a bunch of us together during the friending meme, I love how our minds WORK IN TANDEM <3, I love everything about you! <333

[sirona-gs.livejournal.com]

ILU SO MUCH, BB. <3<3<3 You make me SO DAMN HAPPY. <3

FOR SERIOUS, MY LOVE FOR BUCKY CANNOT BE CONTAINED. <3 There's a reason why he's one of my favourite characters of the entire 'verse -- AND THAT REASON IS CALLED SEBASTIAN STAN. :D :D The character is fantastically, impressively well written, but I'm pretty sure that in the hands of a less skillful actor it would have been a flat, two-dimensional role. BUT SS BRINGS ALLLLL THE FEEEEELS TO THE YARD (AND TO MY HEART). <3

[steeleblue.livejournal.com]

I really want Winter Soldier storyline.

I mean, I just assumed they cast him with that in mind because he does not have the look or acting style of the 'happy go lucky' Bucky.

So i will continue to go with my belief that they were ALWAYS planning on Winter Solider.

Because it makes me happy.

[sirona-gs.livejournal.com]

I do, too! We can only hope they'll make it next! :D

[misspamela.livejournal.com]

And don't even get me started on what happens when Bucky finds out about Tony, and Tony gets what it actually means that they've dug Sargeant Barnes out of the mountain ice shelves, for Steve, for this thing between them. BECAUSE THE ANGST, I CANNOT EVEN. I am probably going to have to write that one day, because THE FEELS, SERIOUSLY, THE FEELS.


THE FEELS, OH MY GOD. Someone who is not me needs to get on this NOW.

[sirona-gs.livejournal.com]

ajhadhahhrauhr ;_______________; I NEED THIS STORY IN MY LIIIIIIFE, MISS P, I NEEEEEEEED ITTTTTTT. And I'm not even kidding about having to write this at some point, before my Bucky feeeeeeels choke me to death. Because, head canon (that appears to just be my head canon), you know? I just ship Steve/Bucky so hard, but also I ship Steve/Tony so hard, and look, I can't, physically can't leave this alone. And my head canon is totally that Tony freaks the fuck out when he finds out that they've found Bucky, because he might be a billionaire genius playboy philanthropist, but he's also an insecure little boy who never felt that anyone really loved him, they just put up with him mostly, and I don't think that he realises just how deeply Steve feels for him, and like, the news that the guy whose death still haunts Steve every waking hour is in fact alive and well, I think in his mind it means that, well, it was good while it lasted, but once Steve gets back from trying not to fall apart at the seams from heartwrenching guilt and gut-clenching relief and comes back to the mansion, it will be to have the Look, Tony conversation, and Tony decides to strike pre-emptively like he's been doing most of his life, just shuts himself down, locks himself in his lab and tries to cope, tries to pick up the guts to not completely fall apart when Steve comes to tell him that, yeah, Bucky, man. AND THERE WILL BE AAAAANNNNGGGGSSSSTTTTT. AND STEVE WANTING TO KICK HIM, AND BUCKY, JESUS, BUCKY TAKES ONE LOOK AT THE LOOK IN TONY'S EYES, AND HE GETS IT, PAL, IT'S STEVE, OF COURSE YOU CAN'T FUCKING LIVE WITHOUT HIM, WHAT, DON'T LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT, I'M NOT AS STUPID AS I LOOK. AND THEN THERE IS OT3.

--BABE, YOU HAVE TO STOP ME. PLEASE. OTHERWISE I'LL SPILL MY SENTIMENTAL, GOOFY GUTS ALL OVER THIS PLACE AND COMMENT-NOT-FIC THE WHOLE OF IT HERE. /0\

[pocky_slash.livejournal.com]

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeee! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

[sirona-gs.livejournal.com]

MY GLEEFUL ANTICIPATION, LET ME SHOW IT TO YOU. ♥

[somehowunbroken]

BUCKY BUCKY BUCKY BUCKY YOUR FEELS ABOUT BUCKY ARE MY FEELS ABOUT BUCKY AND I LOVE THEMMMMMMM

[sirona-gs.livejournal.com]

JESUS YOU GUYS YOU ARE MAKING ME SPILL MY MUSHY, SAPPY GUTS OUT EVERYWHERE TT___________________TT

[amcw177.livejournal.com]

Meep. I am late to the party. /o\ I was out all weekend (plus household chores. URGH. DNW.) but I have finally found time to lounge around on my couch and then I find this post full of brilliant things on my flist and just WHEEEE! \o/



OMG AND WHY ARE YOU GIVING ME BUCKY FEELS? *breaks down sobbing* I have been trying not to think too much about Steve and Bucky because I already have all the Norse god feels and I knew I was gonna cry but now THIS. Ok, I give up. Bring it on. Just... EVERYTHING. Bring it on. ♥

Oh and hey, on the topic of travelling and stuff, IDK if it helps but know that if you ever want to visit Vienna you have a place to stay right here. I always have a comfy spot on my couch ready for friends. ^_^

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HI BB HI!! :D I hope you got all your things done and stuff!

ALLLLL THE BUCKY ~FEEEEEEELS OH MY GODDDD. THERE ARE MORE IN MY LATEST ENTRY. SO. MANY. MORE. I just can't leave them alone. I CANNOT. #TOO INVESTED. But rest assured that THERE WILL BE FIXING. /sap I CAN'T LEAVE THEM LIKE THAT. T_______T

ajhjlghlfghjhgshg OH MY GOD, THANK YOU! I am totally going to take shameless advantage! I have always wanted to visit Vienna, so much! One of my dream European destinations. I WILL FIND MY WAY THERE SOONER OR LATER. <3