Oh my god it is finally over.
May. 16th, 2011 09:12 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
66 pages and just over 17,000 words later, I have finished my dissertation. I wanted to throw up for a bit there, I was so wound up. But I can breathe again now that I've laid my paws on some booze and have eaten ALL THE THINGS. I look it over tomorrow, then I print it, get it bound, burnt to a CD, and I submit it on Wednesday.
AND THEN I SPEND THE REST OF TOMORROW PROCRASTINATING LIKE A BOSS. I will be watching the H50 finale, and then writing my black little heart out. I have so many things to write, that I actually want to write, it's brilliant!
One other reason, though, that makes me want to throw up is that, like I moaned to
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I mean, I'm not gonna let it go. I am totally going to finish it, no matter whether I'm allowed to proceed or not. It's clamouring to be written in my head, and now that I CAN give it my undivided attention, it's going to pour or punch its way out of me, one way or another.
To be honest, I hadn't realised just how stressed I was making myself thinking about it until this morning.
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Yeah, weird, tell me about it. Anyway, I'm off to write Steve/Danny IN LOVE, ALWAYS IN LOVE, and maybe squeeze in watching the new Who ep somewhere, since people keep telling me it's the most awesome thing since ice cream. THE POINT IS, I CAN.
FOR YOUR TIME (shamelessly nabbed off
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ETA: NNNNNNNNNNGH, ARMS.

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Date: 2011-05-16 06:21 pm (UTC)I was all: "Danny better be there for Steve because Steve has been abandoned before and he has trust issues and he needs his Danno."
And I was just sitting there crying and flapping my hands and my mom is like: "I'm afraid you're starting to lose touch with reality."
So yeah...me too.
Oh and congrats on the dissertation. :D
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Date: 2011-05-16 06:25 pm (UTC)YES YES THAT WAS EXACTLY WHAT I WAS THINKING, OH MY GOD. I don't know why it hit me so bad, so hard, but I literally had to get up to fetch tissues because i was making a mess all over my t-shirt. OH MY GOD SHOW, PLEASE DON'T BREAK MY HEART. T_____T
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Date: 2011-05-16 06:33 pm (UTC)And yeah...I am going to blame my on edge emotions on the nonstop writing and you can too. *nods* Well that and my bordering on unhealthy level of love for Steve.
Gosh I am so excited/terrified for tonight.